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Saturday, September 20, 2008, 6:28 AM
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competition end le.. been training for sometime le.. it time to rest for awhile.. won 3rd place for team event.. but somehow i wasnt so happy about it.. =/ the feeling no longer there.. lately.. been trying so hard to cheer her up but.. she wouldnt even let me.. after the event she been treating mi so cold.. what had i done? today i went to her blog.. find out that she sad.. and yet i can do nth about it.. i try tok to her but she say nth and decided to go off.. she may think that i am busybody.. but i am just trying to help.. watching her so sad.. i felt really stress and confuse.. what the next step i going to do.. out of a sudden.. tear drop down.. it really hurts mi watching her like this.. sometime i really thought of shouting.. shout out the word i wanna tell her.. at least it felt better but somehow i cant do it.. i dun wish my family to worry.. so i kept everything to myself.. hai.. i care for her.. but i dun think she will know either.. really.. tired veri tired.. i never expect to be with her.. or what but.. i just wan her to be happy? wo chuo le mah? by seeing her so sad.. and wanted to cheer her up.. wo chuo le mah? wan bring her out when she alone.. wo chuo le mah? i dunno what to do.. i really dun!

hao

WineZ: i miss you badly.. but u will never know it.. because u dun even care..